cat people: erwin schrödinger
I used to be so sure and confident of myself all the time. There were things I did really well. You know like how some things just seem to come naturally to you? I used to have that. Now I’m just nonsense at living. I don’t have an ounce of grace left. I knock into things constantly and clumsily stumble through life. I can’t hold two things in my hands without dropping one of them. I trip over myself all the time. I suck at games now; sports, strategy, luck, basically all kinds of games really. I have zero spatial awareness and bang into people behind me on a daily basis. I can’t talk coherently or convey my thoughts smoothly anymore. I used to at least pride myself in my EQ, but now I can’t even maintain consistent eye contact and a decent small talk conversation anymore.
I haven’t gotten better at ANYTHING in my life, only worse and worse.
The worst thing is that I could really better use those qualities right now. Who the hell cares what an 18 year-old can or can’t do? It matters so little as compared to now.
I am just sitting on my bed shrieking in delight ARE YOU GUYS SEEING THIS
I want this in my life.
EXCUSE ME I KNOW THIS IS NOT RECIPES BUT DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MINDBLOWINGLY AMAZING THIS IS????!?!?
FUCKING TAKE MY MONEY YOU BRILLIANT INDIVIDUALS!
There’s something so real about holding hands; some kind of complex simplicity, saying so much by doing so little. I love it.