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Peanut butter cup perfection. My mind has been filled with this, this, and more this recently.
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Obsessed with this colour now.
Thing is… I think it looks better on males.
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Such as being emotional for no good reason. I feel like I’m fighting everyday for my logic to win out, while I see the girls around me let their feelings dictate what they do all the time. That is why I get so frustrated and impatient with those kind of females. The kind that doesn’t even bother using their brains.
On a completely irrelevant note, it has been so long since someone has said that I am bad at something, or that I haven’t done a good job for something, I’ve forgotten what it’s like to get scolded and criticized like a young school girl. The feeling of standing in front of a superior, listening to her words hurt me, and not being able to defend myself because of social conventions; it’s just plain horrible. It has taken me exactly 4 days to decide that this isn’t the work I want to do. Where image is everything, impressions and judgements are made every second, and you have to think of the motive behind every smile and phrase people make.
I am learning a lot, oh yes, and it is all extremely interesting, but I’m happy to be just a tourist.
And then since I am being incoherent, I will go back to how being a female really sucks. How is it that I am nothing like the person I thought I was? How the hell did I let it get this far ahead? I think maybe somewhere inside my screwed up head, I like feeling tortured and mistreated. Maybe it’s humbling, and I am so messed up that I think I deserve only this much.
You know why I am so disjointed, don’t you? Grey’s Anatomy has done it once again. Killer finale. I am so broken from that 42 minutes of continuous emotional roller coaster, I can’t really function properly right now.
You want to throw some perspective into your life? Just think of everyone you know in a horrible accident. Plane falling out of the sky with them in it, Ferrari crashing into their car at 110km/hr, or a tsunami engulfing them. Close your eyes and envision all of that.
Now go do and say whatever you have to do and say.
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